Dear Jesse,
Let me begin this email by saying
“Welcome!” I’m happy to see that you’ve made the plunge, as they say. Moving to
New York is a big decision. I commend you for that alone. It often signifies a
moment in ones life at which he or she is about to embark upon a very special
journey. Let me add that coming here to go to grad school is a smart and
practical way of transitioning from North Carolinian music student to New York
jazz musician. Grad school is the perfect conduit: One, it places you in the
city; two, you’re here as a student, so much of your time is spent learning and
going to school instead of trying to make it; and three, being in school allows
you to form a network of personal and musical friends and mentors. The friends and professors that you play and
study with over the next few years or so, will prove to be invaluable resources
and a solid support system on whom you can rely for the reminder of your
life.
And I do apologize for taking some
time to get back to you. As a full time professor, the beginning of September
and the end of December are my busiest times of the fall. I’m now in my eighth
year and it feels great to have tenure. When
I was your age, I never have imagined having a job for life--which is basically
what tenure means. Unless they can prove “gross negligence.” I’d basically have
to shoot one if my colleagues or engage in improper conduct with one of my students. Both
scenarios are highly unlikely. My
situation is so ironic because when I first moved to New York, I couldn’t even
get a sax student, never mind co-running a music program at a university. So I
guess this can be a lesson to you: You never know.
In your last email, I sensed that
you were having difficulty navigating the turbulent political waters of the New
York jazz scene—as they say. Hanging out in New York jazz clubs as the new guy
in town can feel as lonely and isolating as being the new kid in junior high. Even
if you’re tall, the unfamiliarity with which people see and greet you makes you
feel small. Everyone seems to know each other. No one cares that you’re
there. Your life seems like an uphill
climb. But it’s OK. It does get easier.
When I first got to New York,
musicians who were new in town used to hang out at the Blue Note jazz club in
the West Village. During the early nineties, they hosted jam sessions from
Tuesday to Sunday from midnight – 3:00 AM. And it was packed. There were
hanger-ons from the early show, which featured everybody from Bob James to
Herbie Hancock. Established musicians would come there on their nights off or
sometimes just to hang out and listen after an earlier gig. And then there were
those like me: The green-eyed, wet behind the ear, fresh off the cucumber
truck, jazz star wannabes, hoping to find a place in the sea of endless
saxophonists known as the New York jazz scene.
When trying to get your feet wet in
New York, it helps to approach it with as open a mind with which you play
jazz—be prepared for and embrace the unexpected. You have roll with the punches.
Have a plan, but understand that you might have to revised that plan in a moments
notice--no pun intended. Otherwise you might miss out on an opportunity, simply because you were
too blinded by preconceived notions.
And let me leave you with these
last words: Enjoy the process. Enjoy the city.
The bandstand is just where you
share your experiences through your instruments. It’s what you do when you’re off the bandstand and away
from the club that gives you and your music depth. Inhale. Now exhale.
Talk to you soon!
- Sam Newsome